Lately, I’ve had only one thing in my mind and it’s this guy. Have you ever met someone that you think to yourself like “he/she is everything I want in a guy/girl”. Have you? Well I met someone and everything time I think it can’t get better, it does. I think all the time what if I told him what I felt but then I remember the times I’ve told someone and how bad it went. Plus he isn’t just anybody, yea with other guys it totally sucked but I can’t imagine losing him as a friend. I think about telling him but then I put my guard up and back off. My image of us is like Elphaba and Fiyero in Wicked; the song that comes to mind is “I’m not that girl”. Everytime i’m not what they are looking for and just see me as a friend. I’m so torn inside because as I try to forget him and forget this feeling, so many things remind me of him or something he would like. What do you think I should do? I need some advice on how to handle this situation…do I wait it out/ ask him/ tell him/ etc/etc. So many routes to take but many will lead to an unwanted path.
Wish life was like a movie…I watch so many romantic films that I dream about what I wish would happen. Such as he would grab me out of know where and kiss me to show me what he feels for me. Or like does something to show me what he feels for me like dedicates a song or something in that field. But dreams are dreams and not what reality actually is.
This entry was a bit everywhere and I have no Idea what to think but it helps to get my thoughts out there.
Si, talvez, pudieras comprender Que no se como expresarme bien Si, talvez, pudiera hacerte ver Que no hay otra mujer mejor que tu para me…
Te quiero tanto, tanto, tanto, tanto, tanto Cada dáa un poco má¡s Te quiero tanto, tanto, tanto, tanto, tanto Para má no hay nadie igual No lo hay Te quiero tanto, tanto, tanto, tanto amor Que ya no puedo má¡s Que ya no puedo má¡s